Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Beauty?


This amazes me.  I should never feel bad about how I look cause honestly these women that we compare ourselves to look just like us. 

FEARS


I am afraid of grapefruit.  Every morning I wake and face my fear.  What if the citrusy juice squirts in my eye and I go blind; then having to wear an ugly red puffy eye all day.  I am worried that the first bite will be bitter and leave the nastiest taste, leaving me with the worst start to maybe the greatest day of my life.  

I am afraid of forgiveness.  Having that feeling of letting yourself be vulnerable and letting that person into your life again.  Shouldn't it be easy to forgive? Shouldn't we want to.  And the worst part of it all is death the greatest fear brings us to forgive.  Can a fear lead us to conquer another fear?  Courage is honestly the major part of forgiveness; which brings me to the fear of do I have courage?

I am afraid of Crescent Roll containers.  The trick of hitting them against the table until that expected/ un-expected.................POP!  Nothing will every prepare me for the monthly opening of the crescent rolls for dinner.  I mean honestly it is like jack-in-the-box dinner style.  Not cool.

I am afraid of fear.  Can that be possible?

Thursday, February 16, 2012

New Favorite Song...

I'm thinking about you.

I'm thinking about you like dwight thinks about jello, 
how Johnny thinks about June 
or like lemonade thinks about picnics.  
I'm thinking about you like bert thinks about ernie, 
how neon thinks about black lights
or needles think about thread.
 I'm thinking about you like bread thinks about honey,
 how Jay-z thinks about Beyonce
or moose thinks about muffins. 
I'm thinking about you like smokers think about quitting,
how Tim thinks about Faith
or soup thinks about crackers.
I'm thinking about you like spring thinks about lady bugs,
how Bonnie thinks about Clyde
or cereal thinks about milk.
I am thinking about you because I want to 
But honestly cant stop.


Love is.



Love is the song that comes on the radio and you smile because you think of them....
Love is a droplet.  It signifies the best moments that over come you but also the lowest times when you have cried.  It shows the storms raging in but also being fearless dancing in the rain.
Love is an onion.  Makes you cry but gives the best flavor
Love is butter.  Makes everything better...
Love is your favorite song.  You listen to it when your sad.  You listen to it when your happy.  You go to it for comfort but also as a release.  The melody has a sweet spot in your heart and in the end you wonder how you ever lived without the sweet tune.
Love is hard.
Love is messy.
Love relates to everything.